☾ Desiderium

— at the mercy of an endless love —

watcher of fate; ☆彡

Welcome to my carrd! Please read the following rules carefully before you interact with or follow me. I am an extremely anxious person and i will spiral if my boundaries get crossed too much. Feel free to browse through the other tabs too to get to know me a little better! Moots welcome! I don't bite!

⚠︎ rules of interaction
- for mutuals, please spoiler tag any nsfw images
- if we are mutuals and you unfollow me, please softblock me.
- i am a non-sharing leona yume. please do NOT under any circumstance talk to me about any other leona yumeships, self-ships OR canon ships. it makes me very anxious and uncomfortable.
- sharing leona yumes are fine to interact with me so long as you do not talk about or mention your yumeship with me. please and thank you! [see my leona yume page for more info!]
- please be aware that i am an adult and i swear quite a bit. though i keep nsfw talk on my main account to a minimum.
✕ do not interact if
- homophobic, terf, racist, ai supporter etc etc
- zionist / 'neutral' about genocide
- your blog / account is mainly nsfw / kink
- you retweet / reblog explicit gore
- against yumeshipping / ocxcanon / non-sharers
- non-sharing yume with leona kingscholar
✕ i may mute / not follow you if
- you are very close friends with other leona yume. i'm sorry, but this is for my own comfort. current mutuals are okay.
- you regularly participate in discourse
- you are a purely retweet spam acc
- lurkers and inactive accs may be softblocked

master of time; ⧖

  • aliases kiwi / nova.

  • birthday 25th march.

  • mbti infj.

  • alignment neutral good

  • pronouns they/them.

  • sexuality somewhere on the ace spectrum

  • regionsoutheast asia

  • favorite color blue

about me ,

Hi, i'm kiwi! Professional insomniac, milk tea addict and a rotten yumeshipper who has about 100 different mental illnesses and disabilities. I'm southeast asian and bilingual!I struggle with complex gender dysphoria and hence identify as a nonbinary person (they/them). Please, as much as possible use the correct pronouns when referring to me or my self-insert oc.I have over 10 years worth of roleplay and fanfiction writing experience. I'm also a self-taught graphic editor on photoshop! Currently practicing very hard to get better at drawing! I'm very very shy, but i want to make friends!!ㅤpersonal aesthetics:ㅤ
dark blues and dark purples, white and black, the moon, spacecore, stars, corvids, time magic, ice and snow, pastel & soft goth, streetwear, military & academia lolita, techwear, sanrio, leather boots and long coats, shattered mirrors, comfort foods

interests:
ㅤvideo games:ㅤ ffxiv, twisted wonderland, love & deepspace, tokyo debunker, infinity nikki, genshin impact, honkai starrail, tears of themis, fate/grand order
ㅤanime:ㅤ pmmm, jujutsu kaisen, jnhk, mob psycho 100, beastars, jjba, boku no hero, fate series, chainsaw man, spyxfamily
ㅤmusic:ㅤ ADO, eve, miyashita yuu, aimer, nu'est, owl city, soraru, kenshi yonezu
ㅤfoods:ㅤ milk tea!!!, pudding, spicy noodles, strawberries, croquettes, mapo tofu, ice cream, honey toast, curry, ice lemon tea, grape gummies
dynamicstropes
sun and moon, spicy and sweet, fire and ice, sand and water, king and queen, excessive sleeper and insomniac, gold and silver, lion and magpieenemies to friends to lovers, slowburn, mutual pining, rivalry, soul mates, power couple, pair the smart ones, romantic and sexual tension

Sharing leona yumes who want to follow me / be friends may ask to do so... though I'll decide on a case-by-case basis. I'll need to really trust you first!! Please DM me to discuss. As long as my boundaries are being respected and you never bring up your ship with me, I'll generally probably be okay with you!If I have you blocked and you'd like to DM me to discuss, please send me a message on my strawpage with your handle and I'll unblock you. I won't post it publicly!

☼ LEOYING ☾
been together

    "It feels like everything the light touches belongs to me."

    Leoying is my twst yumeship involving my self-insert oc / yuusona Ying and Leona Kingscholar. I'm a very strict non-sharing RIAKO yume with Leona. I have genuine romantic feelings for him and i take our relationship very serious!! Platonic and general oshi sharing is fine. Please do not mention any other Leona yumes or canon character ships with me!Leoying is my main method of coping with my mental illness and i am very protective over them. Please respect my boundaries!! I liberally block / mute doubles i come across as a precaution for my own comfort. It's nothing personal!

    lionbird gallery ♥

    ids / primary

    (not comfy with doubles!)

    secondary

    (generally okay with doubles so long as i trust you)

    Jamil ViperYugi AmaneKuromi
    Kido tsubomiShikimori MicchonCheng Xiaoshi
    AcheronDeath the KidGaia (ffxiv)
    Nahida / KusanaliAlphinaud leveilleurCynoJingliu
    Kaedehara KazuhaKcalbFurina de FontaineTsushima Yoshiko

    synpaths

    Characters who resonate with me very strongly and on a personal level, but I do not identify as them. Aka: comfort characters with extra steps.

    ♡ comfort characters!!

    *i love love love these guys so much!

    Arataki IttoOberon VortigenVyn RichterKirigiri Kyouko
    Kamisato AyakaArtoria PendragonOkada IzouLuciel Choi
    Tachibana kanadeJack HowlMimikyuCinnamoroll
    header art by @goldenlilyrose

    ♡ yumes ♡

    no sharing= not comfortable with doubles regardless of person (including mutuals and friends!)selective sharing= okay with sharing with select people. please check with me first!!ok sharing= okay with doubles!header art by @goldenlilyrose

    ㅤStrictly No Sharingㅤ

    Leona Kingscholar (TWST)

    ㅤBorderline No-Sharingㅤ

    Jin Kamurai (Tokyo Debunker)

    ㅤMirror Sharingㅤ

    Sylus (LADS)
    Aventurine (HSR)

    ㅤOk Sharing / Inactiveㅤ

    Zayne (LADS)
    Jude Jazza (Ikemen Villain)