☾ Desiderium

— at the mercy of an endless love —

watcher of fate; ☆彡

Welcome to my carrd! Please read the following rules carefully before you interact with or follow me. I am an extremely anxious person and i will spiral if my boundaries get crossed too much. Feel free to browse through the other tabs too to get to know me a little better! Moots welcome! I don't bite!

⚠︎ rules of interaction
- for mutuals, please spoiler tag any nsfw images
- if we are mutuals and you unfollow me, please softblock me.
- i am a non-sharing leona yume. please do NOT under any circumstance talk to me about any other leona yumeships or self-ships. it makes me very anxious and uncomfortable.
- sharing leona yumes are okay to interact with me so long as you do not bring / share your yumeship with me. please and thank you! [see my leona yume page for more info!]
- please be aware that i am an adult and i swear quite a bit. though i keep nsfw talk on my main account to a minimum.
✕ do not interact if
- homophobic, terf, racist, ai supporter etc etc
- zionist / 'neutral' about genocide
- your blog / account is mainly nsfw / kink
- you retweet / reblog explicit gore
- against yumeshipping / ocxcanon / non-sharers
- non-sharing yume with leona kingscholar
✕ i may not follow you if
- you are very close friends with a non-sharing / selective sharing leona yume. i'm sorry, but this is for my own comfort. current mutuals are okay.
- you regularly participate in discourse
- you are a purely retweet spam acc
- lurkers and inactive accs may be softblocked

master of time; ⧖

  • aliases kiwi / nova.

  • birthday 25th march.

  • mbti infj.

  • alignment neutral good

  • pronouns they/them.

  • sexuality somewhere on the ace spectrum

  • regionsoutheast asia

  • favorite color blue

about me ,

Hi, i'm kiwi! Professional insomniac, milk tea addict and a rotten yumeshipper who has about 100 different mental illnesses and disabilities. I'm southeast asian and bilingual!I struggle with complex gender dysphoria and hence identify as a nonbinary person (they/them). Please, as much as possible use the correct pronouns when referring to me or my self-insert oc.I have over 10 years worth of roleplay and fanfiction writing experience. I'm also a self-taught graphic editor on photoshop! Currently practicing very hard to get better at drawing! I'm very very shy, but i want to make friends!!ㅤpersonal aesthetics:ㅤ
dark blues and dark purples, white and black, the moon, spacecore, stars, corvids, time magic, ice and snow, pastel & soft goth, streetwear, military & academia lolita, techwear, sanrio, leather boots and long coats, shattered mirrors, comfort foods

interests:
ㅤvideo games:ㅤ ffxiv, twisted wonderland, love & deepspace, tokyo debunker, obey me, genshin impact, honkai starrail, tears of themis, fate/grand order
ㅤanime:ㅤ pmmm, jujutsu kaisen, jnhk, mob psycho 100, beastars, jjba, boku no hero, fate series, chainsaw man, spyxfamily
ㅤmusic:ㅤ ADO, eve, miyashita yuu, aimer, nu'est, owl city, soraru, kenshi yonezu
ㅤfoods:ㅤ milk tea!!!, pudding, noodles, strawberries, croquettes, mapo tofu, ice cream, honey toast, curry, ice lemon tea, grape gummies
dynamicstropes
sun and moon, spicy and sweet, fire and ice, sand and water, king and queen, excessive sleeper and insomniac, gold and silver, lion and magpieenemies to friends to lovers, slowburn, mutual pining, rivalry, soul mates, power couple, pair the smart ones, romantic and sexual tension

Please respect my boundaries!! I liberally block / mute leona yumes i come across and am not comfortable with. It's nothing personal! Sharing leona yumes who do not have him as a main yume MAY ask to follow if you'd like to be friends... though I'll decide on a case-by-case basis. I'll need to really trust you first!!

☼ LEOYING ☾
been together

    "It feels like everything the light touches belongs to me."

    Leoying is my twst yumeship involving my self-insert oc / yuusona Ying and Leona Kingscholar. I'm a very strict non-sharing romantic yume with Leona. Platonic and general oshi sharing is fine. Please do not mention any other Leona yumes or ships with me!Leoying is my main method of coping with my mental illness and i am very protective over them.

    lionbird gallery ♥

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    ids / primary

    (not comfy with doubles!)

    secondary

    (generally okay with doubles so long as i trust you)

    Jamil ViperYugi AmaneKuromi
    Kido tsubomiShikimori MicchonCheng Xiaoshi
    LumineDeath the KidGaia (ffxiv)
    Nahida / KusanaliAlphinaud leveilleurCynoJingliu
    Kaedehara KazuhaKcalbFurina de FontaineTsushima Yoshiko

    synpaths

    Characters who resonate with me very strongly and on a personal level, but I do not identify as them. Aka: comfort characters with extra steps.

    ♡ comfort characters!!

    *i love love love these guys so much!

    Arataki IttoOberon VortigenVyn RichterKirigiri Kyouko
    Kamisato AyakaArtoria PendragonOkada IzouLuciel Choi
    Tachibana kanadeJack HowlMimikyuCinnamoroll
    header art by @goldenlilyrose

    ♡ yumes ♡

    no sharing= not comfortable with doubles regardless of person (including mutuals and friends!)selective sharing= okay with sharing with select people. please check with me first!!ok sharing= okay with doubles!header art by @goldenlilyrose

    ㅤStrictly No Sharingㅤ

    Leona Kingscholar (TWST)

    ㅤBorderline No-Sharingㅤ

    Jin Kamurai (Tokyo Debunker)
    Aventurine (HSR)

    ㅤSelective Sharingㅤ

    Sylus (LADS)

    ㅤOk Sharing / Inactiveㅤ

    Zayne (LADS)
    Jude Jazza (Ikemen Villain)
    Dan Heng (HSR)

    ⸺ OTPs!! ❤︎

    • Wriothesley x clorinde (genshin impact)

    • Hanako x Nene (toilet bound hanako-kun)

    • Albedo x lumine (genshin impact)

    • Diluc x lumine (genshin impact)

    • Mulan x li shang (disney)

    • 2b x 9s (nier:automata)

    • My oc x friends ocs ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

    ⸺ Romantic ❤︎

    • momota x maki (danganronpa v3)

    • twilight x yor (spyxfamily)

    • thoma x ayaka (genshin impact)

    • saber alter x jeanne alter (fate/grand order)

    • kokoro x misaki (bang dream)

    • majima x makoto (yakuza series)

    • dan heng x stelle (honkai starrail)

    ⸺ Platonic ☆

    • Nahida & scaramouche (genshin impact)

    • Nahida & Cyno (genshin impact)

    • Leona & Jamil (twisted wonderland)

    • todoroki & bakugou (boku no hero academia)

    • mob & reigen (mob psycho 100)

    • My oc & friends ocs ( •⌄• )

    ⸺ Joke Ships (ﾉ≧ڡ≦)

    • Kiryu x Majima (Yakuza series)

    • reigen x sans (???)

    • Stelle x trash (Honkai:starrail)

    • Sukuna x Cinderella (???)